Pain sucks.

[mimitchigotchi]

I hate chronic pain. I don't want attention brought to myself because of it. It's embarrassing. I'm not pretending I hurt for attention. I don't want to be embarrassed by being weirdly limping and breathing heavy and crap. Especially in public. And especially around idiots that say I'm a liar. My boyfriend said it's fake. He even said my schizophrenia and disassociative identity disorder is fake. I must be with him because I hate myself.