So, I finally had carpal tunnel surgery...

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Having one hand unavailable from surgery sucks. Especially when my food that I can make one handed is microwavable and somebody decided to make a giant mess in the microwave that I can't clean and leave it. 

I haven't been able to pick up my nerve pain medicine or allergy meds. I feel awful. I couldn't take my allergy meds a week before my surgery so now my head is full of liquid and it hurts badly after almost 2 weeks without it. 

This is all my fault though cause I chose to live with inconsiderate jerks. On the other side though living with my mom is worse in different ways. So either way I'm screwed cause I can't afford my own place being freaking disabled. 

I wish that I could have a normal life. It irritates me when people who are privileged to be able to function are entitled or lazy. It also makes me upset when people don't understand that just cause a person isn't literally in a wheelchair doesn't automatically make them able to function. Everyone is different.

A thing that one can do to help a disabled loved one is educate themselves on the disability their loved one has and try and understand how to help them or interact with them. My grandpa for instance didn't get it at first with the autism but after learning more about it later on he became more understanding and didn't push me beyond my limits and worked with me on how to function with limits the best I could. 

Also, how did my bf's mom not know I'm autistic? Why did she compare my autism to one of her friend's autistic children? It doesn't go away when you grow up nor should an adult be compared to a child like that...