Talking fast is just too much.
May. 24th, 2025 03:56 am I hate when I'm incredibly blunt and my bf's mom reads in between lines when there's nothing to read.
Accusing me of being delusional just because I'm schizophrenic doesn't make it true I guess?
It all started because I said I didn't want a cat and I hope if a cat was adopted when I move out. What part of that is that I know where I'm going and when and that a new roommate needs to be found?!?
Plus my bf's mom used voice to text and so much crap was sent that I couldn't even type direct answers to walls of text. It was too hard to keep up an on track conversion at all. It's probably one reason we both got confused to a degree. I ended up repeating the same thing or correcting her as she kept getting more weird interpretations from what I was attempting to explain. I just dug the hole deeper trying to explain crap that she already took the wrong way.
I can't deal with her speaking too fast in person. I can't deal with her doing voice to text. How on the God's green Earth can someone talk so quickly and listen to the other person at all?
I got accused of not taking my meds and being delusional because I pretty much couldn't get anything typed in to explain anything before another wall of text came in.
Accusing me of being delusional just because I'm schizophrenic doesn't make it true I guess?
P.S. On another note. I tried to tell her that the independent living idea was only an option for a dire emergency (which isn't happening right now) and wasn't even an option anytime soon as my name isn't on the waiting list. Why the heck does that translate to me moving into independent living when the lease is up? Why is she so prone to conclusion jumping and not listening to anything first?
I guess she's so worried about me moving out and her having to potentially pay more money that everything I was trying to say was not translating? I told her if I decide to go anywhere first I would tell her as soon as I knew. What is there not to understand?