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So, I haven't been able to sit at my PC a long while. I've had my boyfriend practically living in my room. It's a bit crowded. I don't have as much me time for myself.
I feel trapped in a box again. This room is smaller than the one at my mom's but I had to make everything cram in. It's not perfect looking either. I need room and I STILL don't feel safe. My bf's mom is always manic hopped up on adderall or really on edge and irritable when she runs out. Plus she keeps making excuses to not go to the doctor and she NEEDS a doctor's note for work. If she loses her job we might as well kiss the apartment goodbye.
I really don't know what to do...
I'm always on edge and irritated myself...
I feel trapped in a box again. This room is smaller than the one at my mom's but I had to make everything cram in. It's not perfect looking either. I need room and I STILL don't feel safe. My bf's mom is always manic hopped up on adderall or really on edge and irritable when she runs out. Plus she keeps making excuses to not go to the doctor and she NEEDS a doctor's note for work. If she loses her job we might as well kiss the apartment goodbye.
I really don't know what to do...
I'm always on edge and irritated myself...