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mimitchigotchiUsually when I'm this upset I end up not wanting to exist anymore. But being this upset and wanting to exist both? I'm not used to this feeling. In fact... I'm rethinking of the recent times I thought intrusively about not existing. Maybe that wasn't the case because I have reason to exist. But things that threaten that reason scare me.
