I'm crying.

[mimitchigotchi]

I hate being on so much medication that it destroys my liver and makes me too inebriated to do basic tasks. I'm feeling pretty useless and angry at myself. I probably shouldn't be so hard on myself but it's difficult to let people down all the time. At what point does incurable mental illness get better? I probaby am cursed. I wish that I knew what God was doing in the background. Why do I inadvertently make the people I care for suffer in an endless loop?

I need to check my inbox. I'm really upset right now though.

My stuffies are trying to help. I feel inconsolable.

Comments

NOOOOOOOOOO

[bloodyboop]

If the meds are doing THAT you REALLY should talk to your doctor about getting a different prescription or maybe find another way to deal with your mental health
sometimes things arent worth it

Re: NOOOOOOOOOO

[mimitchigotchi]

I got my psychiatrist to get me a genetic test kit so she can see what works best for my body. I find out what she thinks next week.

Re: NOOOOOOOOOO

[bloodyboop]

LETSGOOOOOOO