It's getting worse.
Nov. 2nd, 2025 01:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mimitchigotchiI think I'm about to lose my grip on reality. I'm disassociating and I'm scared. I texted 741741 but the wait is so long that I opted out. Waiting is making me more anxious. I'm not even in my body anymore. I'm scared I'm about to shut down and just... stop...?
Update: I called 988 instead...
I guess calling a crisis hotline without being a risk is just venting with no resolution to any issues when nobody knows how to help to begin with. ;( I'm still stuck. You ever feel like you want to go home but you're already at your address and you can't go anywhere to escape?
Update: I called 988 instead...
I guess calling a crisis hotline without being a risk is just venting with no resolution to any issues when nobody knows how to help to begin with. ;( I'm still stuck. You ever feel like you want to go home but you're already at your address and you can't go anywhere to escape?
