I need help!

[mimitchigotchi]

I'm having a hard time with self-advocacy about my abusive living situation with my boyfriend's mom. I'm trying really hard to get help but I don't know how to get someone to actually get me away from the constant harassment, bullying, slander, and discrimination against my disability. ;( The social worker, my therapist, my psychiatrist, and friends and family can't help me from being miserable and scared. With housing I'm trying to contact people that it's their job to help and they just don't know what to do. How do they not know? I need help now. My mental health is collapsing.

 

I don't want to disassociate so bad that I can't even function or even get into a fugue state. It's happened before. If it does I can't take care of myself and I'll probably end up in the hospital. Then they'll just dump me back at the apartment after a medication adjustment and tell me coping skills that are not working for me in this dire situation. 

 

I'm scared. I'm so scared.

Comments

Hmmmmm

[bloodyboop]

Unfortunately i dont have any money, does your boyfriend have a job and can you apply for a disability check to save up yo move out? maybe do some commisions
i personally just use tents (state parks are legal if you move around sometimes) but i dont think thats the best idea for you

Re: Hmmmmm

[mimitchigotchi]

I'm on SSI and Medicaid and EBT though EBT is being weird lately. Sadly the cheapest apartments here for one bedroom cost my entire SSI check or more just for rent. Not even with utilities.

I split rent here and that's a good big chunk of my check. By the time that and utilities and phone are done and I can get food (usually with EBT) I only have a small amount left of I need deodorant or soap or something. Heaven forbid I needed a new pair of shoes or something.

My bf is trying to figure his own things out. I hope he can soon. :( He's really caring and good to me and protects me but has been having difficulties getting a driver's license to even get a job since he failed so many times. Now he's got to take classes and is trying to get that all set up.

Re: Hmmmmm

[bloodyboop]

Try to save your money, or at least whats left of it
once you have bought an apartment save on utilities by going to the library and other public things
also i genuinely wish you and your bf luck!!
maybe you could apply for a housing program or a nonprofit?

Re: Hmmmmm

[mimitchigotchi]

Uhh... I have a post to make... Someone called adult protective services on her...

Re: Hmmmmm

[bloodyboop]

OH MY GOD??!??

Re: Hmmmmm

[mimitchigotchi]

Yeah... No idea what is gonna happen.