Welp. I've come to acknowledge something that was obvious but I guess I didn't really think hard about. You can have a job but also still be a total loser. You can be disabled but still be successful. Things aren't black and white when it comes to certain statuses.
I always felt like a loser and a waste of society's resources because of being disabled feeling 'defective' or 'broken'. I didn't think that MAYBE just being kind to people and trying to do the right thing morally would make me worth something. I didn't feel like it was okay to exist.
Maybe, just MAYBE being empathetic is a talent worth acknowledging.
Maybe deep inside I knew this all along but let certain types of people drill things into my noggin about myself.
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Date: 2025-12-03 12:33 am (UTC)(i do have a dumb job tho but its so fking dumb lol)
This too:
Date: 2025-12-03 06:02 am (UTC)