Who am I?

[mimitchigotchi]

I'm so scared of literally everything. I'm so scared that my hopes and dreams are nothing that I can possibly achieve that I mope around all day. I think of all the things I've given up on. Drawing and writing my own comic? Writing a novel? Being a voice over artist? Creating video games? Winning at fighting game tournaments? Being a video game streamer? I tried and tried to the point of burn out on everything I ever wanted to do. Now I'm letting my trauma burn me out again. I ALMOST could have been a streamer. Something inside of my broke and I can't pull myself together right now. I'm still trying though. I'll beat this trauma because if I don't I'll never be who I want to be.